What happens when the dream is no longer enough?

In Episode 002 of The Rookie Platbook, Tristan Bowen reflects on the moment many athletes reach, but few are prepared for—the point where success is achieved, yet direction begins to blur. Signing the contract, earning minutes, staying in the league—these milestones are often treated as endpoints. But without intention, they can quietly lead to drift.

Through personal reflection, Tristan explores how identity becomes fragile when goals lose their urgency, why regret often stems from a lack of direction rather than effort, and how designing a life—not just a career—creates clarity during and after sport.

This episode isn’t about motivation or maximizing performance. It’s about asking better questions. Who are you becoming while you play? What does a good life look like when it’s all over? And how do you use the access, opportunity, and leverage sport provides—before time makes the decision for you?

A grounded, honest reflection for athletes and creatives navigating transition, identity, and the space between achievement and fulfillment.